If I can't be beautiful, I want to be invisible.
My name is Allie and I have been alive for 22 years.
I am hypocritical and contradict myself a lot.
I dream of the future while wishing for the past.
I mostly reside in Massachusetts or Vermont, but also sometimes Maine.
I did not bring my bear bag back with me and I’m really scared that it fell out of my purse oh man I don’t know what I’ll do if it’s gone
this is a transition
it’s the right choice but not the easy one
i know what I’m doing
and I hate every moment of it
it’s hurting me too but i hope you understand.
does anyone else have a panic/anxiety attack at least once a week because of how much they feel like a complete failure and how there’s literally not enough time to stay on top of shit and make/save money but also still do enjoyable things that actually make you happy but also to do family things bc those are important??
ughhhhdfgjklj college was the worst decision I have ever made. all it has given me is a massive amount of debt that I doubt I will ever overcome.